i'm kinda stuck between two places, haha. that makes a few more months till 2012 comes.
if only the world ended then, it'd make everything so much easier.
but nope. life goes on.
hssssmh. 4L.
4L is a lot of things, i guess. everyone arguably knows that we're different because everywhere you look, you see girls, and more girls. and in this, i've found out a kind of sisterhood that isn't really like anything else in the world. plus two guys who are so vastly different, from each other, and from every other guy as well. different good. we're the arts class, i suppose. the dramatic people. the literature students. but i've loved it since 3L started, and i guess i never really stopped. after everything you've been through, you sort of realise that 4L will always be there for you. 4L won't ever leave. there's always something about finding a familiar face in a huge crowd, and because it's someone from 4L, everything falls into place.
i love you guys. altogether at once, and then separately. individually.
after interclass, we trooped over to rach's place for dinner and it felt like family.
how we yelled over the television and laughed and laughed and
well, we don't need a lot to be happy.
we kinda just need each other.
same kinda goes for awc.
i don't want to have to give up that family, as well.
i don't want to give up a lot of things in my life, actually.
so.
guhh. i really don't know what to do, now.
if i should stay or leave and if i leave would i be able to?
i thought i knew what i wanted. i do, i guess.
i just don't know if i can do it.
i just know that i love shooting like it's a part of me.
and awc and 4L is the other part.
meh.

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