don't know why people change.but in any case, a part of me finally stopped blaming myself (if i even did in the first place)
and i suppose, in some sense, i was relieved. am relieved, idk.
you've changed so much i hardly know who you are anymore
sure, everything on the outside is pretty much the same.
you make people laugh a lot. they all like you. like being around you.
but the person i knew kinda isn't there anymore.
the person with the big heart who would the distance, the person who was subtly thoughtful at times, the person who took on the world so well, he left me in admiration.
well, whatever. if i've noticed or learnt anything, it's that he's gone.
and now it's been reduced to just another face.
wow, huh. i wonder where he went.
you know, i watched somewhere that once you know, really know a person,
it's hard to unlearn everything when they're gone.
it just keeps coming back when it does.
it's not annoying, just kind of weird at times, that you still remember all their habits and likes and dislikes and other weird crap.
but now it doesn't matter, because that guy is gone.
he isn't you. and he'll never be you in a million years,
because that guy actually cared. and not just for himself.
also, in any case, i know this much, i'm trying out for vj after eoys.
fingers crossed.
point is, i don't wanna stay as much anymore.
anyway you know, i've been told once that those that mind don't matter,
and those that matter don't mind.
well you?
you mind. you minded. you always mind. you will always mind.
so by default, you don't matter.
you see that thing in the sky?
it's the sun. the earth revolves around it; not you, honey.
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