):
like, i'm no good at them.
like i don't even have to be in one to know that about myself.
think i turn into this other really screwed up neurotic version of myself.
then either i screw it up, or it screws itself up.
i mean, in general.
it's not like i've had much experience with romantic ones.
not really. but i suppose it's the same. but worst.
anyway. i'm a huge mess.
don't know how i became like this. don't remember much.
think i need a new hobby. or something.
so maybe it's good.
get back to school and become busy up to there and
i won't think so much.
besides. you were right.
i was wrong. but i wasn't only wrong, i guess.
i was downright stupid for believing my own words.
ha-ha.
just feel so sian and down.
and i think if it continues on people'll start ignoring me because
so much ): energy is radiating off me.
it really isn't pms.
you know something?
sometimes i'd rather it were, then i know what to blame, and
mostly, i know it'll pass eventually.
this one's been here for about two months now.
i feel like i need to punch a wall but
that's dumb. why do people even do that if you don't live in hollywood
where the doors can be kicked open and the glass windows shatter really easily
and the furniture breaks all the time in fights.
i hate when they fight indoors especially when the house is so pretty.
like wtf, take your differences outside
and trash like the bush or something.
but that's not the point.
guhhhh. you know how they say after every rain comes a rainbow?
WRONG AGAIN.
doesn't happen.
UGH I HATE THE WORLD
WHAT'S WRONG WITH THE WORLD
GAHHHHH.
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