you gave me roses, and i left them there to die.

i'd go back in time and change it, but i can't.
but if the chain is on your door, i understand.
most upsetting thing ever ):
having someone wait around so much, until they leave
and you never realised how much they meant to you until
you wake up and suddenly it's really cold out.
it just sucks when you don't know something until you lose it,
but durh, it's too late for anything.
and then i've kind of learnt that sometimes it's really best to
take stupid risks in life even though
what doesn't kill you makes you stronger makes you wish it did,
but you tried and that's all that matters.
or would you want to live your whole life wondering what could have been?
because it's really, really dumb if you have that person in your life
and you screw it up all because you were scared.
of what?
not getting what you want?
but this is life and nobody does anyway.
if the earth fell off the orbit tomorrow and everybody dies,
did you do everything you had to?
stop making 11:11 wishes if that's all your are going to do,
because nobody actually hears them but yourself.
you have to get your arse off the chair and make it happen yourself.
i guess there was this bit in the past where i
was scared too
because it was completely irrational and ridiculous
but then it turned out to be the most impossibly happy thing ever.
like, stopping in your tracks in a busy busy street when our song comes on
and singing and smiling like an idiot and all the tired faces look at you incredulously,
wishing they had it in them to be that happy as well.
long live all the mountains we moved,
i had the time of my life fighting dragons with you.
;D

shooting stars will land eventually.
either that or they keeping falling forever.
really!

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