what-ever.
it's not so much of a, oh-this-is-the-end, but so quiet we might not even realise it. because you are clearly unaffected, and i have became irrational, and hard to talk to. and there comes a point of time in your life when the ones you once thought important, no longer seem that way. because everything started and ended with the bitter- stuff we didn't dare say before. oddly enough, i still have the messy notes and the silly cards and the reminder of when the days were actually golden. so yeah. you kind of see the end coming. and you get so tired, and you don't feel like fighting against what is just happening. and we fall in love with a million different faces, and it reduces to a look-back-once-in-a-while, about a kid you used to stand up for, i wonder how life is for him? then i stop myself halfway, because i realised, that you don't care anymore, and neither did i. but it's alright. we'll each be okay, you know?it doesn't matter if you leave first, or me.
really, it doesn't.

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