Happy Valentine’s Day!

haha, it was very pink and fluffy :D and full of nice stuff.
and there iz so much love in the air, it's beaaaaautiful :D
and you know,
in the end, peter pan pulled off tinkerbell's wingsso she could never leave.sometimes, love is just another way to bleed.
i don't know how he could do it, but i think i kind of know why, scary as it seems.
maybe you love someone so much,
you wouldn't stop at any cost. doesn't seem superficial, i guess.
love was supposed to be made of beautiful stuff, but i suppose sometimes
the scary stuff we are so afraid of showing is more important, you know?
i know, i kind of made many many shitty mistakes in the past and
even right now it feels like i'm squeezing my eyes shut and ambling forward haphazardly,
and the possibility of what might actually happen is so suffocating
and the risks and the whole bloody thing just seems daunting,
because in the past i somehow decided that i would be afraid of it to protect myself
but you know, screw it all.
it's like i know it might screw me up, but i want to, anyway.
want to. because i see no other way out of this and
it's like this part of me i never knew existed.
and suddenly it's here.
decided that i
want to step off the edge and learn to fly on the way down.
you, coming with me?

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