you're an idiot.
so i'll be gone when the morning comes,
let's not pretend it's love.

no, really.
because you could have told me why.
but i have a feeling that this time was caused
by both of us thinking too much for the other and
that is beyond ironic and kind of funny, in retrospect.
don't know what happened this year,
but i really want it to stop,
or at least not let it be three times a week over various
reasons that we come to regret eventually.
because it happened before and i didn't see it coming
and i lost a friend.
it was the hundred of blows before,
and that the final straw that broke the camel's back, you know?
totally paranoid and unnecessary but i'm scared of losing everything we fought so hard for
because it doesn't make sense at all.
mostly, i don't want to lose us.
i know you said it won't come true but
that is lame because everyone says that all the time.
terribly glad i knew about it though it was dumb telling me, i agree.
(haha) but it was amazing even though it flooped.
thanks for asking half the world and that is like, the nicest thing ever.
what came after was not really. i don't know.
we misunderstand each other a lot, i guess.
wasn't angry for a step when i realised who you were doing it for,
tried to apologise and i'm sorry if i was too late.
maybe we're all growing up.
yeah. that happens.
i hope we won't change for the world.
that i won't need to wake up on a cold morning and
find something missing from my life.
because honestly, i'm only me when i'm with you.

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